let me make music for you

i wanna sing your love to bed

a sleepy melody...

rest your dreams on my shoulder and your heart in my hands

I loved a man once... we grew up together but, in time, we grew apart. I was not the young girl that I once was, and he was not the man I thought he would be.

one night

spend the night with me....for just one night

be my lover for this evening

hold my hand....fingers interlocked.... palms sweaty with nervousness

jazz on a saturday night....come dance with me

feel in a sentimental mood with duke or let miles remind you of when i fall of love

lets two step the night away on this stolen moment...for just one night

be my love apothecary and make me a cure for this spell that i'm caught in

diagnose me. remedy me...for just one night

be my earth my king

rule over my jasmine fields of tormented thought and over the emotional waves of my heart...for just one night

lets talk on the phone like puppy lovers listening to each others' breath during a moment of peaceful yet awkward silence

i don't want to get off the phone and you don't want to get off the phone, so we just be on the phone together....for just one night

let's tease each other with words, with looks, with touches, with kisses...for just one night

let's forget, for one moment, the expectation of tomorrow and the inevitibility of loss...for just one night

love me for my spirit, love me for my mind, love me beyond my body... love the dream of my soul

lover... love her...me...she... for just one night

i write because my voice is too small to express how i really feel but these words i write makes my silence a roar and my emotion is felt to the bone.

i write because without it, insanity is my unhealthy best friend. bad habits give in and the madness causes me to lose touch with my reality

i write because there's no other way for me to express the love that i feel for him when he's here

i write because there's no other way to express the pain i feel when he's not

i write because the thought of me with no pen, is like kobe with no basketball....an abomination

i write because i don't want to know me without this ability

i write because there is so much inside of me and this is the only way to control it.... to allow piece by piece the peace in me out

remembering

i'm remembering a secret love

a forbidden love

a love lost then found

only to be lost again

i'm remembering quiet nights

cuddling in the cold and sweating in heat

i'm remembering passion and laughter

i'm remembering the smell of you on my skin

and the feeling of you deep within

i'm remembering a love found in my darkest hour

and a love that lasted through my brightest

a love lost then found

only to be lost forever

Open

don't deny yourself...

don't deny yourself a touch

don't deny yourself a laugh

don't deny yourself a chance to hold and to be held

don't deny yourself a chance to live in the moment

don't deny yourself the taste of ecstasy

don't deny yourself intimacy

don't deny yourself truth

don't deny yourself love

don't deny yourself a kiss

don't deny yourself of me...

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I thought of you today.

so easy to remember yet hard to forget

the crook of ur smile and the wrinkle in ur top lip,

whenever u said "I love u".